Today

Today is an absolutely beautiful day. It's gorgeous outside.

But something's are going on with my family... Health problems, depression, alcohol abuse, it's really hard not to take those things on. I want to but I know I need to set boundaries.

I just need to let everyone know I feel terrible. It's all I can think about. I am asking for prayer and I am giving it to God.

Wednesday weigh in...Oh yeah its good!!!

 Yep that is 20 pounds! I have lost 20 lbs!! gone forever! Gone for good! I think that is great because last week I was up 3 so that meant I lost 4lbs since last week.

I ditched the soda. Started counting everything and started lifting weights. I am hoping for a bigger loss next week! This is usually how I work.

I really want to be -25 lbs in a month! That is my 28th birthday! I would love to hit it by then! But I know it will take some dedication! But I think I have it!